‘You may pass a blood clot,’ I was told. Instead, I looked down to my lifeless baby dangling from me, head first.’: Mom suffers 2 miscarriages, gives birth to 2 ‘beautiful rainbow babies’

“I went into shock, paralyzed by what I’d just seen. All of a sudden, I heard a noise I couldnt recognize. It was coming from me. A deep, loud, moaning scream; the sound of grief and disbelief. We were wheeled up to delivery and I remember a man telling my husband, Good luck and congratulations, as he thought we were going to deliver a healthy baby. Never in my wildest dreams did I think we’d ever have to pick an urn for one of our children.”

He wanted to get meth, so we did. Id been clean for a month. I took a pregnancy test. There was a tiny faint line.: Addicted couple gets clean after learning of pregnancy, says their son is their saving grace

“I was so excited listening that drugs didnt cross my mind. I was terrified after he came I’d get bad off again, but there was no way I was going to let someone else raise my baby. We used each other as support. Every night wed lay down and listen to the babys heartbeat.

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